Thursday, December 31, 2009

Tired of Being Alone

I'm so tired of being alone, I'm so tired of on-my-own, won't you help me, girl, just as soon as you can? People say that I've found a way, to make you say, that you love me... But baby, you didn't go for that, me, it's a natural fact, that I wanna come back, show me where it's at, baby... I guess you know that I, uh, love you so, even though, you don't want me no more, hey, hey, hey, I'm cryin' tears, all through the years, I tell you like it is, honey, love me if you can... Ya baby, tired of being alone here by myself, I tell ya, I'm tired baby, I'm tired of being all wrapt up late at night, in my dreams, nobody but you, baby... Sometimes I wonder, if you love me like you say you do, You see baby, I've been thinking about you, I've been wanting to get next to you, baby, Sometimes I hold my arms and I say, Mmmmm hmmmm hmmmm, O baby, needing you has proven to me, to be my greatest dream... I'm so tired of being alone, I'm so tired of on-my-own... Sometimes late at night I get to wonderin' about you baby, Baby, baby, ya...





Tuesday, October 13, 2009

My Beautiful Reward



Well I sought gold and diamond rings... My own drug to ease the pain that living brings... Walked from the mountain to the valley floor... Searching for my beautiful reward... Searching for my beautiful reward... From a house on a hill a sacred light shines... I walk through these rooms but none of them are mine... Down empty hallways I went from door to door... Searching for my beautiful reward... Searching for my beautiful reward... Well your hair shone in the sun... I was so high I was the lucky one... Then I came crashing down like a drunk on a barroom floor... Searching for my beautiful reward... Searching for my beautiful reward... Tonight I can feel the cold wind at my back... I'm flyin' high over gray fields my feathers long and black... Down along the river's silent edge I soar... Searching for my beautiful reward

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Friday, September 4, 2009

Great Is YOUR Mercy

Great is your mercy towards me... Your love and kindness towards me... Your tender mercy I see... Day after day... Forever greatful towards me... You've always provided for me... Great is your mercy I see, Great is your grace.

Great is your mercy towards me... Your love and kindness towards me... Your tender mercy towards me... Day after day.



Purify Me

Easy like Sunday mornin... like an angel callin... he takin me all in and I'm embrassin' him with my skin... Like a glimmer of life... like a vision of light... and he's so perfect I couldn't picture him if i tried... see some may come... some may go... but I'll follow you wherever... your the perfect mate for my soul... and I know I loose control whenever I'm around you... cause you're given me your hand... and that's more than enough... your glance is like jumpin in the river of Jordan... purify me baby... It's summertime alw ays...like it's sunny out all day whenever you smile... sweeter than momma's homemade... and I thought every man was made the same... but a world of smoke and ashes... boy you are milk and honey... see some may come... some may go... but fill me up with your love... you're nourishment to my soul... and I know I loose control whenever I'm around you... cuz you given me...



Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Because Of You

I will not make the same mistakes that you did... I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery... I will not break the way you did... You fell so hard... I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far... Because of you I will never stray too far from the sidewalk... Because of you I learned to play on the safe side... So I don't get hurt... Because of you I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me... Because of you I am afraid... I lose my way and it's not too long before you point it out... I cannot cry because I know that's weakness in your eyes... I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh... Every day of my life... My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with... Because of you I will never stray too far from the sidewalk... Because of you I learned to play on the safe side... So I don't get hurt... Because of you I find it hard to trust... Not only me, but everyone around me... Because of you I am afraid... I watched you die... I heard you cry... Every night in your sleep I was so young... You should have known better than to lean on me... You never thought of anyone else... You just saw your pain... And now I cry... In the middle of the night for the same damn thing... Because of you I will never stray too far from the sidewalk... Because of you I learned to play on the safe side... So I don't get hurt... Because of you I tried my hardest just to forget everything... Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in... Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty... Because of you I am afraid... Because of you... Because of you...


Sunday, August 30, 2009

One Last Cry

One last cry, before I leave it all behind... I've gotta put you outta my mind this time... Stop living a lie... I guess I'm down to my last cry... Cry......I was here, you were there... Guess we never could agree... While the sun shines on you... I need some love to rain on me... Still I sit all alone, wishing all my feeling was gone... Gotta get over you, nothing for me to do... But have one last cry. One last cry, before I leave it all behind I've gotta put you outta my mind this time... Stop living a lie... I know I gotta be strong... Cause round me life goes on and on and on... And on..... I'm gonna dry my eyes... Right after I had my... One last cry. One last cry, before I leave it all behind... I've gotta put you outta my mind for the very last time... Been living a lie... I guess I'm down... I guess I'm down... I guess I'm down...To my last cry...



Saturday, August 29, 2009

Baby I Need Your Lovin'

Baby I need your lovin'... Baby I need your lovin' ... Although you're never near... Your voice I often hear... Another day, another night... I long to hold you tight... 'Cause I'm so lonely... Baby, I need your lovin'... I got to have all your lovin' ... Baby, I need your lovin' ... Got to have all your lovin' ... Some say it's a sign of weakness... For a man to beg... Then weak I'd rather be... If it means havin' you to keep... 'Cause lately I've been losin' sleep... Baby, I need your lovin'... I got to have all your lovin'... Baby, I need your lovin'... Got to have all your lovin'... Empty nights echo your name... Sometimes I wonder will I ever be the same... Oh yeah, when you see me smile you know things have gotten worse... Any smile you might see has all been rehearsed... Darlin', I can't go on without you... This emptiness won't let me live without you... This loneliness inside me darlin'... Makes me feel not alive, honey... Baby, I need your lovin'... I got to have all your lovin'... Baby, I need your lovin'... Got to have all your lovin'... Baby, I need your lovin'... I got to have all your lovin'... Baby, I need your lovin'... Got to have all your lovin'

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Move Closer




Hey baby... You go your way... And I'll go mine... But in the meantime... Move closer... When we're together... Touching each other... And our bodies... Do what we feel... When we're dancing... Smooching and swaying... Tender love song... Softly playing... Move closer... Move your body real close... until we feel like we're really making love... Get closer.... So when I say sugar-ar... and I whisper I love you... We-e-ell I know youre gonna answer in the sweetest voice... Sayin' my pretty la-ady... I love you too-oo-oo-oo-ooh well... There's much room for passion... There's no room for fears... When, the love flows smoothly between us... baby my dear-ear-ear-ear-ear... Move closer... Move your body real close... Until we feel like we're really makin' love...

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Whenever You Call

Love wandered inside... Stronger than you... Stronger than I... And now that it has begun... We cannot turn back... We can only turn into one... I won't ever be too far away to feel you... And I won't hesitate at all... Whenever you call... And I'll always remember... The part of you so tender... I'll be the one to catch your fall... Whenever you call... And I'm truly inspired... Finding my soul... There in your eyes... And you have opened my heart... And lifted me inside by showing me yourself... Undisguised... I won't ever be too far away to feel you... And I won't hesitate at all... Whenever you call... And I'll always remember... The part of you so tender... I'll be the one to catch your fall... Whenever you call... And I will breathe for you each day... Comfort you through all the pain... Gently kiss your fears away... You can turn to me and cry... Always understand that I give you all I have inside... I won't ever be too far away to feel you... And I won't hesitate at all... Whenever you call... I won't ever be too far to feel you... And I won't hesitate at all... Whenever you call... I'll always remember... That part of you so tender... And be the one to catch your fall... Whenever you call.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Simply Beautiful

If I gave you my love... I tell you what I'd do... I'd expect a whole lotta love outta you... You gotta be good to me... I'm gonna be good to you... There's a whole lotta things you and I could do... What about the way you love me... And the way you squeeze me... Hey... Hey simply beautiful... And you get right down it... and the love is getting you through it... Simply beautiful... Hey hey hey hey hey... Simply beautiful... simply beautiful ...

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

A Kiss From A Rose

There used to be a greying tower alone on the sea... You became the light on the dark side of me... Love remained a drug that's the high and not the pill... But did you know, That when it snows, My eyes become large and, The light that you shine can be seen. Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey. Ooh, The more I get of you, Ooh... Stranger it feels, yeah. And now that your rose is is in bloom. A light hits the gloom on the grey. There is so much a man can tell you, so much he can say. You remain, you....... My power, my pleasure, my pain, baby... To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny.. yeah. Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby? But did you know, That when it snows, My eyes become large and the light that you shine can be seen. Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey. Ooh, the more I get of you the stranger it feels, yeah stranger it feels... Now that your rose is in bloom. A light hits the gloom on the grey, I've been kissed by a rose on the grey, And if I should fall, at all I've been kissed by a rose. There is so much a man can tell you, there's so much he can say. there's so much inside. You remain... My power, my pleasure, my pain.

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Soul Driver

I rode through forty nights of the gospels' rain... Black sky pourin' snakes, frogs and love in vain... You were down where the river grows wider... Baby, let me be your soul driver... Well if something in the air feels a little unkind... Don't worry darlin' It'll slip your mind... I'll be your gypsy joker your shotgun rider... Baby let me be your soul driver... Now no one knows which way love's wheel turns... Will we hit it rich or crash and burn? Does fortune wait or just the black hand of fate? This love potion's all we've got... One toast before it's too late? If the angels are unkind or the season is dark... Or if in the end Love just falls apart... Well then here's to our destruction... Baby let me be your soul driver.


Tuesday, February 24, 2009

In The Morning

On the roof we dance... old records spin romance... nose to nose we sway to Billie Holiday... In the morning... I miss you most. Drive to a mountain range... read Shakespeare page by page... pronounce each word out loud... to the coyotes they will sound... In the morning... I miss you most... I walk the streets of Philly... oh these days are ordinary... I can't say that I'm not lonely... well, today I am just only... here without you around... I miss your silent stare... your ears your lips your hair... I miss making you laugh... cut me an orange half... In the morning... I miss you most... when do we get wise... oh, when do we get wiser?



Sunday, February 22, 2009

Only When I Sleep

You're only just a dreamboat... Sailing in my head ... You swim my secret oceans ... Of coral blue and red ... Your smell is incense burning ... Your touch is silken yet ... It reaches through my skin ... And moving from within ... It clutches at my breast ... But it's only when I sleep ... See you in my dreams ... You got me spinning round and round ... Turning upside-down ... But I only hear you breathe ... Somewhere in my sleep ... Got me spinning round and round ... Turning upside-down ... But its only when I sleep ... And when I wake from slumber ... Your shadow's disappear ... Your breath is just a sea mist ... Surrounding my body ... I'm workin' through the daytime ... But when it's time to rest ... I'm lying in my bed ... Listening to my breath ... Falling from the edge ... But it's only when I sleep ... See you in my dreams ... You got me spinning round and round ... Turning upside-down ... But I only hear you breathe ... Somewhere in my sleep ... Got me spinning round and round ... Turning upside-down ... But its only when I sleep ... It's only when I sleep ... Up to the sky ... Where angels fly ... I'll never die ... Hawaiian High ... In bed I lie... No need to cry ... My sleeping cry ... Hawaiian High ... It's reaching through my skin ... Movin' from within ... Clutches at my breasts ... But it's only when I sleep....


Mercy

I love you... but I gotta stay true... My morals got me on my knees... I'm begging please stop playing games... I don't know what this is... Cos you got me good... Just like you knew you would... I don't know what you do... But you do it well... I'm under your spell... You got me begging you for mercy... Why won't you relase me... You got me begging you for mercy... Why won't you release me... I said release me Now you think that I... Will be something on the side... But you got to understand that I need a man who can take my hand... yes I do... I don't know what this is... But you got me good... Just like you knew you would I don't know what you do... But you do it well... I'm under your spell... You got me begging you for mercy... Why won't you release me... You got me begging you for mercy... Why won't you release me... I said you'd better release yeah yeah yeah... I'm begging you for mercy... Yes why won't you realse me... I'm begging you for mercy... You got me begging... You got me begging... You got me begging... Mercy, why won't you realise me... I'm begging you for mercy... Why won't you release me... You got me begging you for mercy... I'm begging you for mercy... I'm begging you for mercy... I'm begging you for mercy... I'm begging you for mercy... Why wont you release me yeah... Break it down.

Friday, February 20, 2009

She Talks To Angels

She never mentions the word addiction... In certain company... Yes, she'll tell you she's an orphan... After you meet her family... She paints her eyes as black as night, nowPulls those shades down tight... Yeah, she gives a smile when the pain comes... The pain's gonna make everything alright... Says she talks to angels, they call her out by her name... She talks to angels, Says they call her out by her name... She keeps a lock of hair in her pocket... She wears a cross around her neck... Yes, the hair is from a little boy... And the cross is someone she has not met, not yet... Says she talks to angels, Says they all know her name... Oh yeah, she talks to angels, Says they call her out by her name... She don't know no lover, None that I ever seen... Yes, to her that ain't nothing... But to me, yeah me, It's everything... She paints her eyes as black as night now... She pulls those shades down tight... Oh yeah, there's a smile when the pain comes, The pains gonna make everything alright, alright yeah... She talks to angels, Says they call her out by her name... Oh yeah, yeah, angels... Call her out by her name... Oh, angels... They call her out by her name... Oh, she talks to angels... They call her out... Yeah, they call her out... Don't you know that they call her out by her name.



Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Talk About Her


Sometimes I never know what's real... but when she's near me I can feel there's something... Her eyes are closed but I can see... she is the air before I breathe... I love you... which ever way the wind might blow... however strange our flowers grow... I wanna say that I'll never ever go. I'm riding backwards in my head... but she has a mirror if I'm tired. Who knows what questions I might make... cause she knows with every choice I take... I'm listening... which ever way the wind might blow... however strange our flowers grow... I wanna say that I'll never ever go... It will leave us whole... it will stay in stone... for all our lives... for another day.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Shut Your Eyes


Shut your eyes and think of somewhere... Somewhere cold and caked in snow... By the fire we break the quiet... Learn to wear each other well... And when the worrying starts to hurt... and the world feels like graves of dirt... Just close your eyes until you can imagine this place, yeah, our secret space at will... Shut your eyes, I spin the big chair... And you'll feel dizzy, light, and free... And falling gently on the cushion... You can come and sing to me... And when the worrying starts to hurt... and the world feels like graves of dirt... Just close your eyes until you can imagine this place, yeah, our secret space at will... (Shut your eyes)... Shut your eyes and sing to me (Shut your eyes and sing to me)...



Saturday, February 14, 2009

Chasing Cars

We'll do it all... Everything... On our own... We don't need... Anything... Or anyone... If I lay here... If I just lay here... Would you lie with me and just forget the world? I don't quite know... How to say... How I feel... Those three words... Are said too much... They're not enough... If I lay here... If I just lay here... Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told... Before we get too old... Show me a garden that's bursting into life... Let's waste time... Chasing cars... Around our heads... I need your grace... To remind me... To find my own... If I lay here... If I just lay here... Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told... Before we get too old... Show me a garden that's bursting into life... All that I am... All that I ever was... Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see... I don't know where... Confused about how as well... Just know that these things will never change for us at all... If I lay here... If I just lay here... Would you lie with me and just forget the world?


Thursday, February 12, 2009

The Promise



If you wait for me then I'll come for you... Although I've traveled far I always hold a place for you in my heart.. If you think of me... If you miss me once in awhile... Then I'll return to you... I'll return and fill that space in your heart... Remembering... Your touch... Your kiss... Your warm embrace... I'll find my way back to you... If you'll be waiting... If you dream of me like I dream of you... In a place that's warm and dark... In a place where I can feel the beating of your heart... Remembering... Your touch... Your kiss... Your warm embrace... I'll find my way back to you... If you'll be waiting... I've longed for you and I have desired... To see your face... your smile... To be with you wherever you are... I'll find my way back to you... Please say you'll be waiting... Together again... It would feel so good to be in your arms... Where all my journeys end... If you can make a promise... If it's one that you can keep... I vow to come for you... If you wait for me... and say you'll hold a place for me in your heart.





Thursday, January 8, 2009

You Don't See Me

This is the place where I sit... This is the part where I love you too much... Is this as hard as it gets? 'Cause I'm getting tired of pretending I'm tough... I'm here if you want me... I'm yours, you can hold me... I'm empty and taken and tumbling and breakin... 'Cause you don't see me... And you don't need me... And you don't love me... The way I wish you would... The way I know you could... I dream of worlds... Where you'd understand... And I dream a million sleepless nights... I dream of fire when you're touching my hand... But it twists into smoke when I turn on the light... I'm speechless and faded It's too complicated... Is this how the book ends, Nothing but good friends? 'Cause you don't see me... And you don't need me... And you don't love me... The way I wish you would... This is the place in my heart... This is the place where I'm falling apart... Isn't this just where we met?And is this the last chance that I'll ever get? I wish I was lonely instead of just only Crystal and see-through and not enough to you... 'Cause you don't see me... And you don't need me... And you don't love me... The way I wish you would... 'Cause you don't see me... And you don't need me... And you don't love me... The way I wish you would... The way I know you could...


Wednesday, January 7, 2009

I've Got To See You Again

Lines on your face don't bother me... Down in my chair when you dance over me... I can't help myself I've got to see you again... Late in the night when I'm all alone... And I look at the clock and I know you're not home... I can't help myself I've got to see you again... I could almost go there just to watch you be seen... I could almost go there just to live in a dream... But no I won't go for any of those reasons... To not touch your skin is not why I sing... I can't help myself I've got to see you again... I could almost go there.... No I won't go to share you with them... But oh even though I know where you've been... I can't help myself I've got to see you again



Saturday, January 3, 2009

One

And I'd give up forever to touch you... Cause I know that you feel me somehow... You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be... And I don't want to go home right now... And all I can taste is this moment... And all I can breathe is your life... Cause sooner or later it's over... I just don't want to miss you tonight... And I don't want the world to see me... Cause I don't think that they'd understand... When everything's made to be broken... I just want you to know who I am... And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming... Or the moment of truth in your lies... When everything seems like the movies... Yeah you bleed just to know your alive... And I don't want the world to see me... Cause I don't think that they'd understand... When everything's made to be broken... I just want you to know who I am... I just want you to know who I am... I just want you to know who I am... I just want you to know who I am... I just want you to know who I am...

Bella's Lullaby

Life was like a moonless night,

Shrouded in the stars.

Beauty can be such a fright.

But now you're in my arms.

You are my life now.

Can't you see I'd cross oceans,

I'd swim seas, To be with you?

That's enough for me.

Your face is like a poison,

Intoxicating me.

How can we live forever

When our love can never be?

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